Friday, May 14, 2010

Emotional


I feel so emotional. The least little thing is provoking tears. I never cry, so why are these tears so special?

I'm living in a dark place where no one can see me or touch me. I do not feel safe.

I had an MRI today to help determine the cause of my dizziness and fatigue. I hope they find an answer soon because I am so miserable. I didn't have the physical or mental energy to get off my couch and walk to the kitchen for a cool drink.

I use to go to the gym for that release, but there is absolutely no energy for the gym, which is also causing me great mental and emotional stress.

Just thought I would throw these words into the universe and hope somebody can relate.

Breakfast was my new granola, soy milk, and an orange.





It's a tradition that I take my girls to Dunkin Donuts on Fridays. I had already enjoyed my breakfast above so I just sat and sipped an iced coffee.





I was having a craving for sushi since Lea and I went out to a Japanese restaurant. So I bought some from Whole Foods. It was good, but restaurant was much better.



3 comments:

Ivory said...

I hope the MRI shows nothing wrong. I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. Actually, about 3 months ago, this happened to me. My problem is fibromyalgia. Along with that is chronic fatigue and believe me, I could barely stay awake at work and I slept 48 hours on weekends. It was awful, but medication is helping a lot with that. I hope your problem turns out to be as benign. Keep us updated.

Ivory said...

Oh, and I love your pink and heart background - my two favorite things!

mariposai said...

Good luck with the MRI...just wanted to say thanks for your lovely comments on my blog(s) recently :-)

Sarah x